With labor, it has improved. Although I adore him and he is a nice guy, I never fell in love with him. I didn’t need or desire it when we first met.
I needed security and stability. I’ve accepted his qualities now that we’re settled in together, and when I feel the need for something more thrilling, I find it elsewhere.
I unexpectedly fell in love with a guy who was thirty-one years my senior. I was dating boys who were five years younger than me, so that made me uneasy.
He continued to take me out to lunch, assist me, and give me presents. Five months after we first met, we were married in some way.
I couldn’t understand his being so elderly, even after a year of marriage. I was always hoping to find someone my own age.
