She joined the wrong crowd and started going out a lot, which ultimately caused her to take drugs, have a mental breakdown, and then do a terrible act of self-harm.
Ms. Muthard was euphoric and experiencing hallucinations for hours after taking a higher quantity of meth than she usually did, only days before checking herself into a treatment center.
“I thought if I didn’t tear out my eyes immediately, everything would end abruptly and everyone would die,” she claimed.
I’m not sure how I arrived at that decision, but I felt that it was the appropriate thing to do right now.
She acknowledged that her memory is hazy, but she said that she thought she had to meet someone.
At church based on the little circumstances she does recall and information she cobbled together from other witnesses.
